To be significant or to be insignificant...

Like a mirrored disco-ball, that can spin inside your mind and reflects all the pictures it sees it is only a reflection and any images that leave a lasting impression on this silvery sea-like lake are like when you can see the whole of your background in a single teardrop, you know when you get close up to a persons face and there in their tear drop you see everything. Also like when you look at a Cat’s eyeball and right in his iris you see yourself and all that is behind you, but what is being seen is not real nor can it be touched when it is in his cats eye orb.


Three Worlds by MC Escher...


So when one takes ownership of each aspect of one's activity one is still ‘acting’, out a role. Its significance is purely a measurement of your making, or of interpreation of others ego's and the Universal Energy does neither measure it nor judge it. So when I am carrying out any need or want it is neither about its significance to the Universal Energy it’s special-ness is only attributed by the ego. Whatever reasons are attributed to it as qualities are not real, and the importance of each ‘quality’ negative or positive is completely without impression on the Universal Energy.

The Universal Energy is neither impressed nor upset. Like when a baby watches movement it watches the movement and doesn't question what is in its infancy. If it is required to name that movement then it learns the name for it. Where that movement remains un-named it may still find some logic to name it, but even if it does not it may still understand that it is movement without searching for any reason for that movement.

This brings me to non-movement. If there is complete lack of movement and the baby were trapped in it's highchair without seeing anything move whatsoever in its space – would it have less to stimulate it? Perhaps it would make no difference since the Universal Energy must be the same, so whatever conditions or circumstances prevail the same is as it is. A leaf falling is no different to no leaf falling. Whatever conditions make the leaf fall also leaves others intact, and secure, such are the vagaries of Life.

If the leaf falls and a particular tribe accredit it more significance it makes no difference to the Universal Energy, the difference is that there is air and it surrounds the falling leaf, and it surrounds the non-falling leaf. The silence is the same, and the Universal Energy is the same.

Once we discover gravity we discover the illusion that falling is being defined by us and we are not seeing that it is not falling. So is any ONE dying they either are dead or alive, could their process of 'dying' equally just be a process of 'living', at a cell level, is there still 'Life'.... Anything other than this is not possible, if one is logical, but are such concepts really reliable? What is being called dying is not dying it is still living, if it is defined objectively as such, or the half empty cup, half full cup idea.

There is no colour to anything bad or evil it is not black or white or green or blue. Colour IS. So that goes for action and inaction. Both ARE. Both take effort, and can be effortless. Neither is good or bad or successful or unsuccessful in the context of Universal Energy. They are just action.

Artlessness and artfulness and artistry all are ART. To be affected, to affect and to be unaffected are also all living, to effect to be effective to be effete’ are all equally important and therefore not important. To find an answer you have to find FIND. To find FIND you have to stop finding, when you find FIND you know you have found it because you cannot name it just as you cannot say what colour the breeze is except that it seems to be the colour of everything behind it that you can see.

It is so vital to the answer is FIND that it is transparent but has force like a whirlwind nevertheless.

To contemplate and act and act to contemplate at the same time misses the moment when something should have been acting or contemplating so it is better to think or do nothing than just think about doing something. It should be so effortless that it is like sucking from a straw, somehow you know what to do and do not remember precisely how or when you first learnt to do it.

So when I am pitying myself for thinking I am not in some symmetry, I could also stand aside and objectively witness myself as ‘she’ (a body, an organism or organic machine) 'which' is an object (the body), containing a 'who' (soul, the mind, the heart) is in perfect (doing whatever it is supposed to do, stand, sit, breathe without falling over) balance, the ‘she’ who is reflecting shades around her of light, or dark, such a shadows, or bright sunlight, reacting to temperature, and conditions, and thinking and searching for answers and activity which covers the most basic functions, to elaborate ones such as biological ones that are carried out intuitively, suspending her seeing/feeling/knowing (like that part of her cognisance that blanks out a clock ticking) that the real miracles are always there.

It is incredible when you are meditating, because there is this lightness and an effortless state of what can feel like being comotosed,light headed and uplifted. everything becomes still and for a moment you have stilled the ceaseless voice that is in your heads.

The clock is not inside the mind but the sound maybe considered to be also its image. It is not in either case outside or inside the mind. However should it fall on the head during a thunderstorm the clock is the least part of the memory that is recalled.

… As for gravity – well no one ever writes about gravity when the clock falls on your head, one is apt to describe what may be an insignificant bump.